The other day I finished for the year. I am so damn happy because I was utterly over it for the time being, and now I have more time to do other things I would like to complete. For education, I was told by my tutor that I am a good candidate to do a Masters degree in Ancient History. I am going to do this. It was freeing to hear that I am capable of it and gave me renewed energy. I had a high school teacher who was highly negative towards me and repeatedly told me that I was not capable of doing university.
I hope that dickhead chokes on every damn essay I write from now on.
My beloved S and I are going well. A new scene and discussion caused our relationship to be renewed once more. In fact, I feel it is stronger now than it was before.
My fears were valid. Yet, I feel in some ways my fears overcame me. I need to refocus on learning about these sorts of behaviours and the people who have them. Again they have reared their heads and I think they are beginning to understand that their old behaviour will not work on me. Hell, they are beginning to realise that the old techniques they used to use on S are no longer working.
I have been thinking of goals for the new year coming up. I have thought of book ideas to get going and up and running. I think it is time for me to start.
Also! I have excellent news. My Beloved S is going to create and maintain a blog of his own. I will update you all and post a link to his blog when it is up. Feel free to follow him to see his side of our dynamic.
Overall, things are going well.