With everyday My beloved S and I are both getting closer to our goal of being together. The thought of doing little (and big naughty things) fills my heart with absolute joy.
We both want it.
We both need it.
I am worried about several things. I know these are not irrational and there are ways we can move forward. However, this is blog and it is designed for whining/rants/etc. 😛
I am worried that finances will always be drained due to him paying to pay child support. (I agree with this, however, his former spouse is a lazy and manipulative parasite who baby trapped him to begin with.) I could write an entire blog on her and the type of emotionally abusive person she is.
I worry that this will damage or hurt his relationship with his son.
I am worried that he will grow even more depressed with his situation. Is it cheesy to say the closer we get the harder his situation is for him to cope with?
I am worried that we will struggle with immigration laws and employment because of the move.
I am worried I will hate Canada.
I am worried he will hate Australia.
I am worried it will take a long time for us to get set up.
I am worried about how my family will cope with it all.
I worry about whether I will struggle to be in a relationship with someone after being single for so long.
I worry his ex will be spiteful and will do anything she can to hurt him.
I know things will get better and things are moving forward.
Just need to be patient, resilient and make plans to get things to happen.